i hate people, and i dont understand how nothing at all can change everything at once. fuck it. what do i care, anyway?
anyway, yeah, i've been grounded from the internet and whatnot for a while. still am, but whatever. umm, i dont really feel that much in an update-y mood, but, im going to anyway. as far as i can remember.
okay, yesterday, was the football game/dance. went with maygen and jody. it was pretty fun. saw everyone i love. some people i hate, but whatever. then me and claire went to the dance. it was crazy fun. ronnie and justin are the best dancers this side of the mississippi. at one point, we were dancing in a tribal circle and going 'ay-ay-oh-ay-oh-oh-ya' to like a dance song, and ronnie just stops and starts rapping non-words to this crazy beat. i almost wet my pants. it was just SO incredible. i gotta get maygen a visitor's pass. then we'll have a crazy time next dance. haha, we so snuck into this one without paying, cause we only had an hour left in the dance cause we came so late, so we were like, screw this, we're not paying.
umm, thursday i rode my bike to claire's and we didnt really do anything productive at all except jump on the trampoline. oh, she cracked my back, too.
wednesday i rode my bike to the park after school, where me and jody played war. i lost, as usual. then claire came home from band and joined us. it was nice. i never hang out with the two of them anymore. then, jody left and me and claire stayed there til like 8.
tuesday...? i dont know. i dont really remembering it happening. along with monday. so lets just skip to
sunday was the rennisance (sp?) fair with claire and then i went to my cousin's 18th birthday party. i couldnt get home in time to go bowling with maygen and claire, so that sucked the big one. but, oh well.
saturday i think i hung out with claire or something? i dont know.
friday was the football game, which was okay. the one yesterday was better. even though we lost both times. our team friggin sucks.
okay...i have no idea what happened before that, and its not like you care anyway. umm...i havent worked in a while. i just talked to erik, and well, it turns out hes NOT mad at me, but it also turns out that i probably AM not gonna work again. WHATever. i didnt really like bussing. at all.
my sister's really preganant these days. its pretty sweet. shes due in early february/late january i think. maybe she'll be born on claires bday? that'd be cool. i just realized i said SHE! yeah, i dont know what it's gonna be, but i want a girl. osiris says she thinks its a girl, so yay. but a boy would be pretty sweet too. gahhh, i love that baby so much already. im gonna take a million pictures of it once its born and post them on here for all to see. yeah, but thats not for a while...umm, i dont really know what else to write about...
oh, tonight im going to a halfway house/august burns red/and we danced/other bands show with maygen and austin. should be fun (i hope). yeah, so im out of here. later, loves.
I LOVE YOU, ALL, SO MUCH.