wasting words on lower cases and capitals.

mahh

Sat, 20 May 2006 16:04:42 GMT

hey.
i dont write in this anymore.
well, i'm going to now because i'm bored.
yesterday was prom. it was an okay time, i suppose. i made my date feel like shit, my date made me feel like shit, but i still am gonna go with it being an overall good time, thanks to kenya. we had fun, atleast.
i think i'm finally coming to terms with the seniors graduating and going away to college. it's just something we all have to do after highschool. i'll miss seeing them every day, but thats okay; i'll deal with it.
haha, i messed up walking in the prominade thing and i was looking at the wrong camera. well, i felt like a fool, but i suppose that i dont care at all. haha.
this morning i was awoken at 630 am and wisked away to shady maple for breakfast with kaela cody and unkie. it was fun. i was really tired though, cause i didnt fall asleep til about 230 last night.
today i work 4-8 which sucks, cause i really wanted to go to my friends' joint bday party they were having today. i miss them. and the one is prego, so i really wanna get closer with her. i love babies. (hah). after work, me and danielle are hanging out with good people. i dont know who/what we're doing, but it's always a good time with my loves<3. gahh, i love my friends so much.
i have so much homework to do tomorrow. well, whatever it will keep me occupied. i'm gonna go now, lata

ps. i really dont see how people can fail a grade. why the hell wouldnt you want to atleast try at school? you only get to go through highschool once, and it's free for you if you go to public school, and it's really not THAT bad, cause they give you a 3 month long vacation at the end of it and you make amazing friends during the time of it happening. well, people are dumb. that is my conclusion to this entry.

the best part of what has happened was the part i must have missed.

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 02:59:47 GMT

you know what i find myself thinking about alot lately? death. it's weird, like, anyone in the world could die at this very second. anyone. it's a really scary thought, to think that someone you love and care for alot, could all of a sudden not be there anymore. it makes you realize that you cant just take people for granted, or let a moment go by where you dont let them know, in some way, that you love them. [sidenote: i love you.]
i'm also always wondering what my funeral would be like if i died, like this very moment. it scares me that i wonder about it so much, but i cant help it. i dont know if other people wonder about theres, but it's just so weird. i want to know who would care if i died, who would come to my funeral, who would say something at my funeral, who would cry, what people would say about me, what the school would do about it, etc. i dont know, i sometimes wish i could die, but not really stop living... just to see what would happen.

it's so weird how you can be really close with someone, and not even a month later, be barely even good friends. it's really hard to deal with. i wish time could stop when you wanted it to, and nothing would change, when you wanted it to. then, when you wanted to move on with time, you could. maybe the lack of an ability to control time makes people who they are. it makes them appreciate more, but also makes them more quick about things. sometimes i dont think people enjoy things they do because they do them too quickly. time goes by too fast, and i dont like that aspect of life, at all.
why do things always have to change? i'm deff. not one to deal with change very well.

it's so weird how a simple cd can make you feel so good, even when you're in the worst mood. and it works every time. dejaentendu=♥

i havent seen ethan in 2 weeks, tomorrow. it makes me very upset. my sister said hes sick, they're all sick over there. but ethan just keeps getting older. hes a month and two weeks old. what a boy. <3

on a happier note, jody is 16. happy birthdayyyy<3 and i finally hung out with just claire and jody for the first time in aprox. one million years. oh, yeah, it was good. i miss it. and i really cannot wait til summer, when we can hang out under the pavillion and play cards and eat popcorn and gummy sharks.
but, i also just realized that this summer=the seniors are leaving. that is really hard to think about. me and jaci have become so close over the past few months, and the thought of her not being just a 5 minute drive away is really sad to think about.

hmmm...when did life have to get so complicated? it use to be so simple...

later, loves.

oh, baybuh baybuh.

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 18:53:50 GMT

meet ETHAN PATRICK FRANK.

my brand new nephewwww.
yeah, hes amazing.
♥

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 19:35:51 GMT

this weekend was amazing. labreah and bekah came down and it was so much fun. i miss them already.

but today is so stupid. i hate sundays. so muchhhh. i cant go down to liane and kat's because my parents are huge douchebags. and i dont have anything at all to do today that isn't homework. and then, labreah said that she probably isnt going to go to claire's bday party because it's on a sunday. i'm going to cry if that happens. it's the only reason i'm not as upset as i was last time they went back home.

and yesterday was really fun, except last night. like, it was fun, but it was really depressing. marty likes taylor so much, and the fact that she wasnt there put him into the worse mood. he bases his whole life and all of his feelings on whats happening between him and her and i dont think it's healthy. ugh, i always do this. i but my head into other people's lives and it's really none of my business. i suckkkkk.

i really wanted to see kat and liane today. i havent seen them in 10 days.

i miss my friends. jaci, danielle, marietta, sam, marissa. i hung out with them like, 3 weeks ago for like, every weekend for like 3 weekends, and i loved every minute of it. we always had so much fun. and now, i never get to hang out with any of them. i spend way too much of my life longing for more than what i have. the other day i made a list of 100 reasons why i suck. and they're all facts. and it's really depressing.

i miss claire too. we use to be best friends. now we're just barely close friends. i hate it.

i hate people. UGHGHGHGHGHGHGHG.

and it hurts a whole lot, but is missed when it's gone...

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 19:59:44 GMT

i feel like i'm losing my best friends. i've made so many new friends this year, so many good friends, but i've really pushed away a select few. i'm so upset right now, realizing this. i think i've known i've been doing this all along, but it just kinda hit me right now. i feel so terrible. i miss my best friends so much. i love them. i dont even know if what i'm typing makes sense, cause i'm not proof reading, and i'm not trying to make this sound good. i just need to get this out. i love my new friends. they're amazing. they're so beautiful, and i know they're there if i need them. i love them. but my best friends are always there for me, and i feel like they're not always there anymore, because i'm never with them. i dont want to push them away, because i love them so much, but for some reason, they're not there anymore. it hurts so much to see your best friend start to replace you.

i'm really content with the way that things are now, dont get me wrong. but i miss the way things use to be so much more than i accept the way things are right now. maybe thats what my whole life will be, cause thats how it seems to have been up until now; me being okay with the present, but always, always longing for the past.

when i see people with their best friends, i always get so jealous because i feel like i've completely fucked everything up, and i've lost mine. i never wanted this. you have to understand. this isn't what i wanted. this still isnt what i want.
i miss you guys. i do.

:-/

and it hurts a whole lot, but is missed when it's gone...

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 19:59:33 GMT

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 14:52:20 GMT

so, uhh, i was gonna make a big picture entry...but instead, i'd just like to share this...

i hate christmas.

aiight, bye.

you always amazed me, but thats the past.

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 18:32:53 GMT

H-O-double L-A.

so, saturday i went sledding at marty's house with claire, shane, austin, jan, &liane.

haha, aww i♥jan.

is this austin...or...MATT MOSER?!

claire shouldnt have been sledding...

they were plotting against me. with accents.

then we went inside.

and marty's mom made us hot chocolate...

and toast!

then we went home. :-/

but then we went to the heyhey/fags show!

i love this picture of charnai& sean.

and this picture of tyler. haha.

hey heyyyyyy=amazing.

then yesterday i went to my sister's baby shower. it was so fun half the time, and then sooooo, SO boring half the time. after that i went to see chornicles of narnia. it was okay.

it's snowing again!?! sweet, nectar.
i'm outta here.

you &me are like one heartbeat.

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 14:45:00 GMT

i feel the need to update.
it's snowingggg!
sledding today with mah bffzzzz. love it.
uhh, probably get pictures from today and put them up.

i love snow, soooo much! ahhh...

uhhhhh.

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 01:15:04 GMT

hey. livejournal is better than xanga.

so, this break has been rather good. i dont know, it kinda sucked at times, but i dont care.

thursday i went to my aunts house. it was boring, but i dont care.

firday i went to jody's house at like, 4 and then i slept over there. it was really fun. i have a bunch of pictures from it, but i'm so lazy. theres no chance of me doing crap right now. haha.

saturday i came home from jody's and went straight to kat's house. then, we went to her crappy church for 'fun' games night. it was crap. hahaha. oh, well. i have sweet pictures, mofos.

haha, we're cool.

we are stillcool.

AMAZING!

still amazing.

oh...you know.

i was feeding him. not really.

then, sunday i went to shelly's bday party. it was fun. have sweet pictures from that too, but still, too lazy for that crap.

today i went to the park city mall with austin and them's church. we were there for like, 7hours. sooooooooooooo boring. and i'm so tired. have some not so awesome pictures from today...but, yeah.

i'm tired. and i'm frustrated. latahhh!

ps. SAM IS MY HOMEBOY.

i wanna hold your hand.

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 01:52:27 GMT

mmmmmmmm, i love the nights when i do absolutely nothinggggg. oooh, especially on vacation from schooooooooool.
okay, so i did do stuff, earlier today...but that doesnt count. okay, it does. it was funnn. i have pictures, but, i'm too lazy to put them up.

uhh, this past weekend sucked, so much. ughghghg. not getting into it.

the week before it sucked alot too. ughghghgh. not getting into it.

life is, somehow, good nowadays. i'm really content...with pretty much everything. i love loving life.
i just wish autumn would stay around for a while longer. winter is so overrated. it sucks. except for snow. it's so beautiful when it snows. especially at night, after a storm, when you look oustide and it's so bright because the light from the street lamps reflect off the snow and back up into the world. le` sigh. i loveeeee things again.

it's so weird how happy i am lately. it's...nuts!

i, however, do NOT love not having a job. i need money. i am sam john, poor pants. :-/

my mouth hurts cause i went to the dentist. i like my dentist, but i do NOT enjoy going there. my mouth always hurts somuch more after leaving. and i'm gonna have to get a filling in december! :O arghhhhh.

this post makes me sound, different. in a good or bad way?...i dont know. but i love you all, and i wish you all a happy thanksgiving.

always know that everything happens for a reason. &&everything will work out in the end. no matter what, it always does.

chin up. nose down. lips together. squirt.

:)

to all of you who commented on my previous entry. thank you. i love you all. =)

you only think about yourself.

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 21:50:18 GMT

nothing ever works out the way i want it to.

ever.

&&it pisses me off more than anything.

i hate the waiting &wanting, followed by some more patience &more longing, again followed by nothing.

i'm not just talking about one thing. so many things have turned out this way.

i love listening to my friends problems, and i love helping them out with theirs...but, like, i constantly seem to be asking myself (like a selfish bitch, mind you): what about my problems? why doesnt anyone ever care about my problems?

gah, i love all of my friends. but they piss me off so often now adays. if one thing goes wrong, i get so angry, and i dont know why i get so angry, and i dont tell them that i'm angry.

for the past month or two, i have gotten so mad at my best friends so often.
just as i was writing this entry, i got pissed at 3 of them. no real reason! just am, now.

i hate this entry, and i might delete it. i hate myself for making this entry. and i hate complaining! i hate aastedijhfaskjhgfdaskl;jfdaskl;dfsrksjhfdgakl;jgfd. fuck, im angry.

i'm sorry for this entry. i just really wish i had someone to talk to.

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 00:09:45 GMT

guess what sam john is doing for her sixteenth birthday this friday!

absolutely nothing.

g'dang, i am lame.

my mom did get champagne for me, though.
should be super. :-/

ps. ohh, yeah. on a lighter note, if any of you have the new AP with AAR on the cover, im in it.

asdfasdf

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 02:30:37 GMT

sooo, i have to make this post fast. uhh, saturday was the spur of the moment as i lay dying show with darling jon erb

hahaha.
uhh, claire and austin were there too, but i didnt upload any pictures of them from that night.

yeahhh, i didnt get good pictures cause i was trapped behind a box, but as i lay dying was amazing& so was unearth.

then sunday night i watched scary movies/scary movie countdowns/i love the 80's 3D, until jody called and i went trick or treating with the kids.

claire was a slutty football manager and i wore a cape.

jordan.

jordan& shelby being a bit too close.

then, monday (halloween) i went trick or treating with 9other people and i got so much friggin candy.

nick was spiderman.

marty was a monkey, but this picture made it look like he just had crazy hair.

austin was some purple...

slutty...

FREAK!

eden went for a more 'im a lesbian' look. then she changed. :-/

her and matt briggs as Jim Morrison.

nick and that boy (i forget his name :-/ ) as a man from the middle east.

so we kinda just hung out at eden's house...

...til she got hit in the face with whipped cream, and her brother came home.

overall, a great weekend/monday.

on a more recent note...i beat my high score in solitaire today.

mahhhhhhhhhh, im an angry pizza.

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 01:50:40 GMT

so, this has been a good weekend. i have the pictures to prove it!

so friday i dyed boston's hair.
it now looks like this:

haha, i wish his face always looked like that too.

then, saturday, i was sitting at home minding my own business, when all of a sudden my doorbell rings, and there is austin, labreah, and bekah. so much for first impressions, considering 2/3 of those people had never met me in person before, and i was standing there in my cat pj's and my tye-dyed shirt. not to mention my outrageously big (non-straightened) hair. meh, whatevah, then i got ready, and went to KOP. it was a good time.

haha, wow those girls are awesome. <3

then today was the parade. it was fun. hung out with some cool peeps. you know how it is.

maygen, tim, me, warren?!, and dijon.

we went to the playgroundizzle, and i find this picture to be amazing of me and maygen.

oh, yeah. jody was there, too.

haha, i didnt have a picture worth uploading to photobucket from today...so i found one. this one is worthy.

i accidently uploaded this picture of tim, so i'm putting on here. hah.

uhh, yeah. good weekend.

peace out, jiggas.

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 22:08:04 GMT

this is my third attempt to make this livejournal entry.
hey. so, im bored and i feel like updating. ill begin on...

FRIDAY was the circa show with claire, tyler, and kyle. it was amazing. i loved it. mae was really good, too. but also, very very long. s'all good though.

oh, yeahhh.

please ignore how bad i look in this picture...and just focus on anthony and his beauty.

wow. i love this picture. im debating on whether to change my lj backround to it, or not.

anyway. yeah. more things went on friday...but i dont care. (haha)

SATURDAY i went to jordan's g-rents house with him and jody and we watched The Amittyville Horror. it was reallyyyy good (the first time i saw it, anyway)

SUNDAY i went to KOP and samash with jode, jordan and claire. then we went to jordan's house and watched The Amittyville Horror...again. it wasnt as good, maybe cause claire just giggled throughout the whole movie? i dont know. then i went to walmart with her and her mom and tyler, liane, kat, and some shane kid were there. it was cool. they ate the grease off my cheeseburger.

MONDAY i went to liane and kat's house and hung out with some cool kiddies. i love my friends.

TUESDAY was school and then...nothing.

WEDNESDAY i missed the busride home. i went out to look for my bus...and i couldnt find it, so i just turned around and went back into the school.

TODAY i got my tennis test back. i got a 5/18. it was so...awesome/sucky. haha. i dont care, that class is useless. hahahaha. so, im suppose to be going to jody's house later...but i didnt eat yet, and i dont feel like moving.
blah blah blahhhh, im done.

uhh, and PS. i love all my friends (lj, or real). so much. <3

how quickly i forget that this is meaningless.

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 01:29:06 GMT

holla. i say its time for a real update because sam john = bored! so yeahhh, uh...i had one kick ass weekend! i will discuss it with you...NOW!

friday was the football game. it was really fun. i met a bunch of new faces and i had a swell time. i love me some new homies, not that my old ones are bad or anything...i just like expansion.

saturday i went over to kat and liane-izzle's house and it was so amazing. tyler put on this ninja suit and began dancing around the yard with a bamboo stick. then, he stood on his knees with shoes in front of them (so he appeared to be a midget-ninja) at the side of the road with his bamboo stick doing some crazy ass moves! he is awesome. he is my hero. and he is taking me to the circa show on friday, which i will talk more about later.

sunday i went to cody's band's ( www.myspace.com/astoryinsilence ) practice. they're actually good. it was quite a surprise, i must say. it was fun. i like them. the guys are so awesome. ahahaha, the bassist (paul) doesnt do ANYTHING all practice but play Super Mario World. i love that boy. then after practice, we (claire, cody, adam, &i) walked to cody's house and hung out there for like an hour. cody's 9th grade picture was nothing short of incredible. bowl cut, braces, silver chain necklace, bleached blonde hair, etc. so, then me and claire headed down to k-mart for a little bit of unexpected bird hunting.

this would be claire in bird-killing uniform.

the bird call.

and the bird lair where that son of a bitch wouldnt come out of.

but, nonetheless, she was ready.

as you can probably tell (or not tell), that bird was a bitch, and it deserved to die. then we sat outside on the fun rides...that we didnt ride, cause we lacked the quarters. :(

claire on the speed demon that went like 55 MPH.

me on the merry go round that wouldnt go round. i dont know whats with the retarded face...but yeah, whatEVER.

RIGHT! i forgot. before k-mart, we went to WA-WA, and we were getting two chaco-taco's, and the barcode wasnt working, so the cashier guy was all 'fuck the system!' and he gave them to us for free. it was sweet. oh, yeah. claire exploded. not really, but she said to write it, cause shes' retarded. im foreal.

this brings me to today, which was pretty much....a day that happened. nothing out of the ordinary...except for ofcourse...CLAIRE EXPLODING AGAIN. not really...but! she DID get the circa tickets. ANTHONY GREEN HERE WE COME.

which brings me to talk of the future...meaning friday when im going with claire and tyler to see Circa Survive (and Mae). this is going to be amazing. we're getting taco bell too. be jealous. be VERY jealous.
so, this is pretty much directed to two people in particular, but if anyone else is interested...give me a holler. but, yeah. if you boys want anthony green authentic-ly signed...things, lemme know. im down for buying stuff for the good of your lives. yeah, i dont know. just anyone who can give me an excuse to be close to anthony, i'll do it. im foreal.

yeah, yeah. im done with this. later, lovessssss.

ps. today i did a cartwheel for the first time in my life. *beams with pride*

the world has turned, and left me here.

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 19:49:30 GMT

sometimes i really wish i was dead.
right now is a good example of that.

haven't had a bad day like this in a while.
who knew so many things could go wrong in a little less than 8 hours?

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 23:53:22 GMT

i feel the need to update for you suckmonsters. life is good. extremely confusing, but good. school is also good. i mean, its pretty fun usually.
i burned the coolest cd ever yesterday. its collateral (shitty song by grace undermind...haha.) and sandstorm on repeat for like 77 minutes.
uhhhh, so, now the members of the former 'klan' are trying to become friends again. dont know how THAT ones gonna work, but i hope everything turns out for the best. i mean, their wanting to be friends with me and claire again really happened at a horrible time...we were just starting to adjust to not needing them and being friends with others. i really dont know whats gonna happen now, but im sure it will all work out for the best.
so, tomorrow we're having what is (hopefully) the first of many, monthly taco partys. its gonna be SWEET. you're invited. at jody's house, after school tomorrow.
wow, i just got my homeroom teacher's screen name. her away message is up and it reads:
leaving for AA's soccer game ttyl
if you need anything leave one
INCREDIBLE.
well, im done with this. i love you all. farewell.

ps. homecoming is...sometime? whos going?

this isint real, and this isint happening.

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 17:48:29 GMT

i hate people, and i dont understand how nothing at all can change everything at once. fuck it. what do i care, anyway?

anyway, yeah, i've been grounded from the internet and whatnot for a while. still am, but whatever. umm, i dont really feel that much in an update-y mood, but, im going to anyway. as far as i can remember.

okay, yesterday, was the football game/dance. went with maygen and jody. it was pretty fun. saw everyone i love. some people i hate, but whatever. then me and claire went to the dance. it was crazy fun. ronnie and justin are the best dancers this side of the mississippi. at one point, we were dancing in a tribal circle and going 'ay-ay-oh-ay-oh-oh-ya' to like a dance song, and ronnie just stops and starts rapping non-words to this crazy beat. i almost wet my pants. it was just SO incredible. i gotta get maygen a visitor's pass. then we'll have a crazy time next dance. haha, we so snuck into this one without paying, cause we only had an hour left in the dance cause we came so late, so we were like, screw this, we're not paying.

umm, thursday i rode my bike to claire's and we didnt really do anything productive at all except jump on the trampoline. oh, she cracked my back, too.

wednesday i rode my bike to the park after school, where me and jody played war. i lost, as usual. then claire came home from band and joined us. it was nice. i never hang out with the two of them anymore. then, jody left and me and claire stayed there til like 8.

tuesday...? i dont know. i dont really remembering it happening. along with monday. so lets just skip to

sunday was the rennisance (sp?) fair with claire and then i went to my cousin's 18th birthday party. i couldnt get home in time to go bowling with maygen and claire, so that sucked the big one. but, oh well.

saturday i think i hung out with claire or something? i dont know.

friday was the football game, which was okay. the one yesterday was better. even though we lost both times. our team friggin sucks.

okay...i have no idea what happened before that, and its not like you care anyway. umm...i havent worked in a while. i just talked to erik, and well, it turns out hes NOT mad at me, but it also turns out that i probably AM not gonna work again. WHATever. i didnt really like bussing. at all.
my sister's really preganant these days. its pretty sweet. shes due in early february/late january i think. maybe she'll be born on claires bday? that'd be cool. i just realized i said SHE! yeah, i dont know what it's gonna be, but i want a girl. osiris says she thinks its a girl, so yay. but a boy would be pretty sweet too. gahhh, i love that baby so much already. im gonna take a million pictures of it once its born and post them on here for all to see. yeah, but thats not for a while...umm, i dont really know what else to write about...

oh, tonight im going to a halfway house/august burns red/and we danced/other bands show with maygen and austin. should be fun (i hope). yeah, so im out of here. later, loves.

I LOVE YOU, ALL, SO MUCH.

la-la-la-la-la.

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 02:38:21 GMT

i'm gonna kill myself because i have nobody to sit with me at lunch.

otherwise, high school is A-okay.

dont beg me to keep your eyes from crying.

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 16:39:53 GMT

hello.
this morning i was awoken at nine. friggin sucks. i had to go school shopping. somehow, me and that thing cost my dad 100 bucks in school supplies. and i just sneezed all over my phone.
so, haha, this morning i was getting ready, and i decided i wanted my bangs shorter, like...chin length, i guess? well, i cut them, and now they're like half as short. ooopssss. eww, they look like jody's. thats the only downside to them. i like them otherwise. ahaha.
i just called the school telling them about my schedule issues. i got a friggin answering machine. bastards!
my nails are really long. i dont really like it, but i want them to be outrageously long, cause then they would look trendy. hahaha. i dont know what i meant/why i said that.
so, yesterday, heffel came over, shortly followed by claire. then, we went to the park and ate popcorn, and i spilled grape soda all over myself. typical. then we watched brat camp. SEASON FINALE!? how can it be!? gah, i hate ABC and its empty promise of keeping good shows on the air.
i havent worked this week yet. i better call them, or something...
tonight is this meeting for back to school-ness. i dont really wanna go back...even though i've never gone to this school before, its still the same basic concept. you know, learning. this meeting will prove useful...cause ill be FINALLY learning to get around the school...and ill be using a 'pussy map'. haha, pussy map. anyway, yeah...
i have a headache. im out. later. ♥

oh baby, here comes the sound.

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 17:11:40 GMT

pd. 1 - MOD. WRLD STDS AC...rm. 715
pd. 2 - SPANISH II...rm. 704
pd. 3 - BASIC BAKING...rm. 412
pd. 4 - english.
pd. 5 - BIOLOGY I AC...rm. 816
pd. 6 - BIOLOGY I AC (day 5)...rm 816
pd. 7 - LUNCH!
pd. 8 - GEOMETRY HNRS...rm. 605
pd. 9 - GYM - cub

have any classes with or near me?

okay, so...hmm, i guess ill say a little something about warped tour. it was amazing. circa survive was amazing. i was in the front row for them, and it was crazy. that picture i took has no zoom on it, at all. i love that picture so much, so dont steal it, bitches. I KNOW SOME PEOPLE THAT WOULD JUST GIVE IT AWAY TO OTHERS...RYAN YOU TWO TIMING BASTARD. heh, yeah...anyway.

i started bussing on monday at work. its not that bad.

tuesday...i went to this reading phillies game with the kids. me and claire just played WAR the whole time. she started crying when i took her Aces. it was so intense/crazy.

wednesday claire and i received a 'tour' of the highschool from austin and kyle. they are such bad tourguides, lemme tell you. then we walked to colebrookdale, and then to claire's trampoline. it was a good time.

thursday, i did nothing.

friday (yesterdayyy) i got me my schedule (shown above) and brought it to zerns to compare it with claire's before i went to work. sadly, we do NOT have the same lunch. my dreams are SHATTERED. i DO have the same lunch as austin...MY ONLY FRIEND (out of 5) THAT HAS MY LUNCH. YOU CANNOT ABANDON ME, BUDDY! I NEED YOU TO SIT WITH MEEEEEE! then i worked til like 11. it was so busy, but whatever. it was fun.

today i work again at four. MONEYYYYYYY. i love it. kbyeeee!

p.s.
CLAIRE IS AMAZING! duh?! you should probally definitly love her.
p.p.s.
uhhh, claire is a bitch who likes to write in other peoples journals, but everything that she wrote in the p.s. is true. duh?!

i want my SCHEDULE!

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 16:55:28 GMT

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.

1.~How did you meet dcioekte? this past year. hes jordan's cousin, so jordan was all...'look at my cousin jacob!'
2.~What would you do if you had never met dcioekte? probably go on living my life. i might start wondering if jordan had any cousins on his mom side.
3.~What do you honestly think of your_cold_smile? shes one crazy girl. shes my best friend
4.~Would or did dcioekte and fish326 go out? no.
5.~Have you ever liked lilldancer22? yeah, we had gym together back in the day. shes a fun girl.
6.~If my_sick_world died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? that shes my friend, even if i never talk to her.
7.~Would bleedallthesame and living__todie make a good couple? no...
8.~Describe abc___weapons in 3 words: doesnt like showers. hahahahaha! hmm, no. cool, different, special.
9.~Do you think __deadbydawn is hot? uhh, durr! one hot-tayy.
10.~Would my_sick_world and gee_32 make a lovely couple? ...no, unless they were lesbians. then maybe.
11.~What do you think of when you see fish326? trademark hair and all those classes we had together back in the 8th grade.
12.~Tell me something humiliating about living__todie: he crapped his pants the other day.
13.~Do you know any of simply_bcuz's family members? no.
14.~What's dcioekte's favorite color? red? i dont know! jody says orange?
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is dcioekte? 2. haha.
16.~What would you do if deepdark_secret just professed their undying love for you? i would tell her to take a few steps away from me.
17.~What language does dcioekte speak? english. he seems like he would know some unheard of language as well, too...so idunno.
18.~Who is rockofpeace going out with? jorb.
19.~Is dcioekte a boy or a girl? a boy.
20.~Would dcioekte and deepdark_secret make a good couple? hahahaha! i dont think so?
21.~Who do you think dcioekte would be great with from this list? jody.
22.~When was the last time you talked to __deadbydawn? yesterday.
23.~What is lilldancer22's favorite band? i dont have the slightest idea.
24.~Does bleedallthesame have any siblings? i dont think so. wait, no he doesnt.
25.~Would you ever date simply_bcuz? haha no. sorry jenna.
26.~Would you ever date abc___weapons? no.
27.~Is dcioekte single? i think so?
28.~What is dcioekte's last name? levan.
29.~What is dcioekte's middle name? i dont know. why are all of these about jacob?!
30~What is your_cold_smile's fantasy? to be my best friend forever. duhh, thats EVERYONE'S fantasy.
31.~Where does dcioekte live? at his house.
32.~Would you make out with dcioekte? no.
33.~Are dcioekte and simply_bcuz best friends? not that i know of.
34.~Does abc___weapons like dcioekte? no.
35.~How did you meet dcioekte? YOU SOB. THIS IS QUESTION ONE.
36.~Is __deadbydawn older than you? chyaa.
37.~Is gee_32 the sexiest person alive? heffel? i'd hit that. HAHA, CLAIRE.

ill be making another entry about my schedule soon. gah, i want it SO bad. STUPID MAIL MAN.

I LOVE ANTHONY GREEN.

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 21:36:40 GMT

this...

and this...

are all i have to say about warped tour for now.

partially because im suppose to be at work in like 20 mins...laterrrr<3.